Ever hear that song "stand still, look pretty" by the wreckers? Well its kinda the story of my life these days. I know things could be much worse than they are now. But going from where we were to this really sucks. Like im not sure what could go right, because once something actually goes right.. something falls down the shitter.. ya know what im saying?
Im trying not to complain all the time, but im struggling just to keep my head on right.. I need an outlet.. and its starting to feel like i have no where to turn. Im even sure I have anyone left in this world, besides family. But sometimes they arent the ones you wanna talk to. ya kno? I just wish there was an actual friend i could count on for once in my life. Im only 20 and i feel like the world is out to get me. I cant keep holding on to this piece of thread anymore. It majorly sucks. I should be out living my life, enjoying what god gives us.. But nope.. that aint gonna happen.
Im not even sure its worth it anymore.. ya kno? Where do you go from here? Whats the next step in life when your BELOW rock bottom? How can you get up on your feet again?? Not sure whats gonna happen from here on out.. :/
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