I'm not sure why i get my hopes up.. I guess you could call me a hopeless romantic? Maybe he is just smarter than I am and has got more strength than i do.. Who knows but this is pretty tough on me.. I'm not able to sit here and let the tension be unrecognized.. I wish things were different.. I wish things were so different..
i feel like a high school girl again.. i sit & wait by the phone, wait for someone.. anyone.. to notice the pain im going through, to notice that i just need to be held & told that everything is going to be okay.. & this is why im so miserable.. I just wish.. someone would notice what im going through.. i actually just wish he would come and notice.. im just a hopeless romantic that talking to him isnt helping anything at all..
i wish i wasnt in this deep, but its too late.. this has gone to far.. i wish i could turn my back on it all now, but knowing that i could be missing something just hurts too much.. sometimes wishing just isnt enough.. say good-bye now before its too late..
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